I seem to do well as long as I'm moving. I'm dedicating the song "Lost Highway" to myself today. Hank Williams sang it, so did Jeff Buckley. I'm only familiar with Jeff's version.
I'm off to Spokane this morning. In the next fifteen minutes in fact. I'm hoping to be able to let go of everything, everything. I'm seeing my ex's sister. She's like a sister to me after all these years. Unlike my ex, there are no ex-pectations or projections, so that will be nice.
We are going to drink wine tonight and hit the town tomorrow night. Apparently it's gay pride tomorrow. Sarah, like myself, has a lot of gay friends. Need I say more?
I have a five and a half hour drive ahead of me. Blake, her other brother, says it's seven. Yahoo says it's five and a half. Sarah says it's five. I'm hoping it's five.
I'm drinking iced coffee at Crema. It's nice here. Lots of floor to ceiling windows that open up like garage doors. High corrugated steel ceilings. Airy. They have really good cold pressed iced coffee here (wink to Scott). It's expensive.
I slept like crap last night. Maybe because my roommate (also my ex) didn't come home last night. He was out drinking. Problem is, he left on his motorcycle. I was like a parent waking up every three hours, worried he'd crashed. I won't waste my worry on that again nor will I tell him I was worried. He'll think ex things and project them onto me.
I saw a good movie yesterday if you are into Indies. "Solo Goodbye." I saw it in a place called the Living Room Theatre. It's cool. Kind of like a private screening room you might go to at a hollywood studio. Digital screens. They have a full menu and a bar. I had a small popcorn that was made fresh. It was served in a glass bowl just like at home. It was just enough. I hate too much popcorn. For my Los Angeles friends, the theatre has kind of an Arclight vibe but on a much more intimate scale.
Next week will be job hunting, and meeting with a school advisor. Fun stuff. I may get a hotel. I need my own space. But, right now, I need to hit the road. Spokaloo (Spokane), here I come! WOO HOO
Have a good weekend. Thanks for reading. Renee
Friday, June 12, 2009
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